31 March 2006

Malaise and apathy...

Aargh. I just feel so blah and apathetic today. I don't want to be at work and the patients are grating on my nerves. I have the chance to go out tonight but part of me just wants to sit on my ass instead. I should go to the gym after work but I don't want to. Maybe it's the weather. Maybe it's pms. Who the hell knows. All I know is that I'd really love a nap right about now.

There's also this person who's really getting on my nerves. I "bumped" into her on mySpace relatively recently. Anyways, it seems like EVERY OTHER FREAKING THING she writes is about her boyfriend. I mean, get a life! Ok, so you love him, but this is bordering on obsessive stalker. I really wonder how he feels about her proclaiming her undying love for him every other line for the whole mySpace world to see. It's almost creepy but it's definitely annoying.

The other shitty thing about it is it makes me feel like even more of a loser for not having a boyfriend. I've been fairly ok about it lately, not really thinking about it too much, but every so often the whole thought rears its ugly head and I get all depressed. I guess this is one of those times. Ugh. I really think I'm going to be alone the rest of my life. Where the hell would I meet anyone? I'm the invisible girl, no one even notices me.

Ugh. Before I make myself even more depressed, I'm out.
Ciao,
S

1 comment:

Dave said...

For the sake of providing context to your reading public, I must point out that I sent you a nice note on MySpace a few days ago and you totally ignored it. I read books and like music, so it seemed like I met your criteria for friendship.

Maybe I don’t like the right books and music, or whatever. Okay. But no one notices you?

Your lament here must be taken with a grain of salt.

Cheers,

No one